User blog:Tozza6/Decisions

Hey guys, Tozza6 here.

- deep breath -

So, I'm gonna try to keep this short and sweet but knowing me, I'll probably ramble on for a page and a half. Anyway, if you don't already know, I am currently writing a season called Haiti and it's been.... a struggle to say the least. I don't know what it is because every time I think about updating I get all excited but when it comes time to put finger to keyboard, I lose all motivation. I mean, yes, I've been updating a lot more often than I did a few months ago but it's honestly feeling more like a chore than a hobby and I'm reaching the point where I'm just done.

I asked myself why I'm feeling this way because I really do like the season I've got planned out and I would love nothing more than to continue it. And it's not a matter of time either because I have plenty of time on my hands and I'm still not producing anything. I just think that while I love Survivor, right now, I'm just simply not interested in writing it anymore. I don't necessarily want to cancel Haiti but the fact is, I'm not having fun with it, so I think it's time for me to move on. At the end of the day, this is supposed to be a hobby after all, and since I'm not enjoying it, I'm not going to continue it.

In saying that, I will be canceling Haiti although I do want to keep the season page up as a potential upcoming season in case I do feel like writing again sometime in the future. If that does happen though, it will be with a completely new concept and set of castaways but I really like Haiti as a location and the logo I found is phenomenal so...I'm gonna be selfish and hog the page if it's allowed. If it's not then I guess it will be taken down altogether (if an admin sees this & answers, that'd be great).

I'm sorry if any of you are sad or disappointed with this decision, especially Jong, since he was able to submit a character for this season after winning my fantasy draft for Survivor: Sulawesi. If I do start a new season sometime down the road and Jong is still active here, I will allow him to submit a new castaway for that season too. I hope you guys know that this was not an easy thing to decide and the main reason I was against canceling it was because I didn't want to let down any of my "fans" (I don't know if that's even the right term but whatever).

I will be posting the boot order/voting history soon and will answer any questions you have about what would've gone down in the season.

Hey look, I did write a page and a half, who would've guessed? Anyway, thank you to everyone who actually took the time to read either Sulawesi or Haiti, you guys have no idea how much it means to me. Even though I might not be writing for a while, I will try my best to remain active and read as many fanons as I can. :D