User blog comment:UnderAPineapple/Suicide Prevention Day - Sept. 10 (What We Need to Hear)/@comment-25201371-20180911050131

Ive actually gone through depression and almost ended my life because of it... I always thought no one was there for me until recently and like that was 4 years ago...

I still fall into depressive slumps through my life now, not as bad as it bad but bad enough to make me think I'm shit, I'm a terrible person, no one cares about me, and all that stuff. I always think no one cares about me at times and I feel lonely a lot of the time.

It even affects my writing because I think what's the point of doing something when people don't care about the writer.

I know people care about me, and i know people are there for me its just hard to recover from when you've hit such a low point in your life and I always have a hard time pushing the voice in my head bringing my confidence down.

I always try to put people before me, and like the reason I'm quiet most of the time in the chat when theres a big group and i feel like people are more important than me, and that I dont want the likes of me ruining the conversation or trying to butt in.

But on the topic at hand though, your life matter no matter what you see. I make it a personal goal to make someone laugh everyday and the reason is because it makes people feel better and it prevents things like this. Prevents people from becoming like me, someone who suffers from mental illness daily, with the self-confidence issues and etc. It prevents from things like suicide and depression from happening.

It gets better i promise y'all you just have to find the star to follow and dont let it go out by taking your life, its not worth it. Your death hurts a lot more than you think as you affect a whole community by doing that. Thinking about that stopped myself from committing suicide and stops me from jumping back into the hole of depression i went through.

Please yall listen to Pineapple <3