User blog:CoolUnderdog/Coming Back!

To all fellow Survivor users,

A few days ago, I wrote down a blog expressing frustrations about a certain situation, which I will dwell into that much. In the process, I threatened to leave this website for good and end my current fanon where it is now. But really, what I needed was a few days to recover and figure out the situation. I know there's probably been concern about this and I wanted to come on here to clean up a few things.

First of all, I will be coming back and finishing this fanon and possibly have more in the future. I figured that this is only one of the few hobbies I have in my life and it's nice to write down thoughts and feelings sometimes. So for those who are worried that I'm done, don't be. I will finish and continue on.

Secondly, I do realize that these are fictional fanons we do and that the contests and other fanons are all just for fun. It's nice to have them. I did try to promote my fanon character and I did receive help in hoping he would win a contest (which to be honest, I don't think he will nor he won't at this point). In a way, I acted like he was a real guy when he really wasn't. One of the things I had to figure out is what he would say about those who hate him. After thinking a lot, I came to the conclusion that this fanon character would say he probably knows he isn't the most popular Survivor player out there and that there are a few people who don't like him. He's ok with that. He doesn't care what the naysayers say about him. All he knows is that he gave it his best effort and won because of the respect he got from his peers. Y'all may disagree and he's ok with that. He may have more people that like him then those that don't (at least in his mind). But he hopes that he got respect from peers and fanon users even if the dislike is there.

Finally, I acted like a jerk. I'm not an irrational person as someone believes. I will be honest and say criticism is something I learning to deal with. I may be criticized by y'all for fanons and characters, but one thing I hope to get from y'all is the support to keep going on. I do appreciate y'all expressing concerns about me. That tells me that y'all care even if we don't see each other face to face. That tells me that even though I don't get many comments of votes, that y'all are reading my fanons and are fans of them as much as I'm fans of yours.

So from the bottom of my heart, I want to say that I am sorry for everything that has happened over the past few days. My heart and my mind were not on the same page when the last blog was out. I promise you that I will finish and I will continue to give y'all more adventures for as long as I can. It may be a while longer then previously because of commitments now, but they will come. They will most definitely come.

Hope to finish my current fanon soon and looking forward to more.

Sincerely,

KROCK1991