User blog comment:Tanglefrost/Bermuda Question Time- First Jury Member/@comment-32574574-20171029162318

Alright Isla, I would say that I’m feeling sorry for you, but since you’re so used to taking things in the back, I’m not sorry in the least. I have one question for you, and you are more than welcome to answer.

Do you honestly believe you would’ve won this game? Before you yell out an emphatic “YES!”, I want to go over how your game was, and how I believe you aren’t as powerful as you think you are.

Let’s start off with your social game, which in my opinion, and you can correct me if I’m wrong (although I believe I make a strong argument when I say this), was utter wank. You not only provided little to the Stovel tribe, but when you didn’t get what you wanted, you behaved like a child and blamed everybody else except for yourself. The only difference between you and a 2-year old child, is that you probably wouldn’t scream if someone were to spank you. Strategically speaking, you relied on your looks to get you further in the game, which is a huge sign that you have little to no strategic ability. Your goal in this game was to attach yourself to a heterosexual semen-producing muscle head, and take him under your wing. We both know that in past seasons, it’s very hard to use the flirting card and win the game. Now, there are some exceptions (i.e. Parvati Shallow and Jenna Morasca); but for the most part, every winner in the game of Survivor, has at least brought SOMETHING to the table aside from being “hot and sexy”.

In addition, I’ve always had the feeling that you have been very insecure about yourself. There was not a single episode, in which you refrained from describing either A) how “sexy” you are (which is a matter of perspective in my opinion), or B) how poor or ugly everyone else is (the latter is also a matter of perspective). You could say that this is an example of confidence, as I’m sure you will defend yourself for saying those comments about yourself. But the problem is, there is a fine line between being confident and being insecure. Here are some more examples of how I believe you are insecure.

You were very closed-minded, in which you were not willing to listen to anyone else who did not do or say what you wanted them to do or say. A confident person is very open-minded, and in order to be confident, you must be willing to accept criticism, whilst still being able to accept that not everyone is going to like you (and it’s clear not everyone liked you). Also, a confident person will accept others differences, and won’t judge others based off of looks or age. You repeatedly judged Veronica over these two things, and although I dislike Veronica, I do believe you are very judgmental (you will probably disagree with me). A confident person will operate in principles, which means they will consider twice what they do, or say. You clearly did not think before you spoke, and it proved that when you openly lashed out at Veronica. You also made decisions that felt good for you, and only you. This implies that you are willing to care about one person, and that one person would be yourself. I also have a feeling that you were also bullied in high school, which resulted in you using self-compliments such as “I am so sexy” or “You think being this hot was an accident” (you probably were an accident), to deflect all the pain you have internally from your past, which might’ve been because you were bullied for weight purposes, or for being too shy (in which I honestly believe you were shy in high school, but I can’t confirm that; only you can).

All in all, I don’t like you. I think your behavior throughout this game was complete horse-shit. I genuinely hope that, if I have a daughter (which I don’t see happening), but IF I have a daughter, I hope she doesn’t turn out to be HALF as spoiled, and horrid as you were this entire game.