Board Thread:Fanon Wiki Proposals/@comment-5277627-20190606013813/@comment-35051928-20190606040541

I'm just going to add the perspective of my situation with the profiles.

I've OCD and other functioning disorders that make me process and do things much differently. What might seem as "not a big deal" to some, isn't the case for me. Writing has always been the most distressing for me to do. It's an anxiety and chaotic thing for me to do, but I do really enjoy it. I've a very specific way I write and develop/plan out my projects. The way my mind works makes it hard for me to remove parts into the profiles in a way that actually makes sense. If I'm not happy with it, then I'll spiral down mentally because it doesn't match what is in my mind. I also plan out in heavy detail but in a way that really only makes sense to me. I'm pretty stuck on the profiles and they've been causing me so much stress that my mental state is tanking. The best for me would to write episodes first and then go back to do profiles when I have the preparation and ability to. Which may not be guaranteed I'd even be able to. I'm heavily debating just removing myself from the Wiki and deleting my Season, cause for me this is a big deal. It's not the case of "50 words isn't so much", but it's the way my brain processes things and the very specific routines I have for my writing. For me it'd be ideal to be able to choose when I can write a profile and be happy with it rather than being forced to either stress myself in order to get profiles done or delete my season and not able to write it at all.