User blog:Coolio15/Canary Islands Cancellation

It is to the surprise of some, but probably not many given my track record, that I have decided to cease writing and posting for my current season, Survivor: Canary Islands. Like before, it was a hard decision and one that I did not want to make hastily or until after my dental work was done, but I've finally come to terms with what I think needs to be done.

This season, in a sense, ended up being a test of if I still had enough passion for writing to get back into a season. To me, Canary Islands was laid out to be my favorite cast, favorite twists, favorite characters, and potentially my favorite seasons overall, and I realized if I can't suck it up and bring myself to get through a season whose cast, boot order, and layout I had fallen head over heels for, then that passion for writing that I once had, at least writing on this wiki, is not there anymore. And hey, maybe those high expectations are part of the reason that I crashed, but it doesn't change the fact that my passion to write is not near what it used to be when I was in high school. I don't know if I've lost patience, real life is getting in the way more, or if I stress myself out over stuff too much, but it's clear to me that I cannot handle writing an entire season by myself anymore.

So, for that very reason, Canary Islands is being deleted. I give my wholehearted apologies to any of those who commented, viewed, and/or were keeping up with the season. Even though this is a regular routine with me for some of the older writers on here, I still feel as bad if not worse of robbing what could have been a stellar season because of my lack of passion or anxiety or whatever.

And for those of you wondering, yes I will be posting a boot order for the season later tonight and answering questions about the season to all who are interested.

Once again, I am very sorry for letting down those who were excited to see me writing again and who invested time in reading Canary Islands. But in the wake of these new policies being passed regarding fanon cancellation, I thought it best not to drag this out any longer.