User blog:MDVolcano/I have to get this off my chest

Okay so I've been hiding this for a few months now. I tried to ignore it but it's been eating me up. I have to be honest and if I get in trouble it's what I deserve. I have to admit that I am a alternate account. I am originally S.S. I am really sorry for deceiving you for so long. Let me just go back and explain why I did this:

For all the user who remember the season Water vs Fire, you would know that I had lots of trouble writing it. I finally ran out of inspiration for the season but I was too ashamed of myself to even ask for it to be deleted. You see, I had like 7 others taken down before it and I was embarrassed. After a long time of thinking, I made the wrong decisions and decided to drop S.S and go over to Bixxie. It took like a few week until Yyaku asked me if I was a alternate. So instead of admitting to my mistake, I denied it and decided in my mind to completely drop this place all together. But then I couldn't stop thinking about how much fun I had being here so I made another stupid decisions and made this account now. I pretended to be a new user, made Isle of Curses, deactivated Bixxie and S.S, and tried to move on. But Yyaku caught me again and after a lot of wrong decisions I finally made a right one and told the truth. I told Yyaku and Thirsty who were able to help me make the right decisions and write this blog.

I know that I 100% deserve to get in trouble but I really hope that I won't get banned. I broke a really big rule here and even though I'm scared of the outcome, I decided to be honest with the mistake I made. And that's all I have to say.